WEEK 9 84.2 KGS 13 stone 3 lbs

 Well who knew.  This feels so slow and so tough.  It's tough because of the way it plays with my head.

I keep thinking that I am not losing weight and then the next thing I look back and I have lost another kilo.
Mike is getting a bit anxious now that I don't lose too much weight!! Imagine?  We talked this morning about it and I have said I will aim for 80 kgs.  At the moment this feels infinitely do-able.  If you had asked me a couple of weeks ago I would have been all doom and gloom.

For some reason this week I am coping so much better and am not feeling hungry.  I wonder if I got the dose wrong last week?  Because I was mixing up the two different pens and using the syringe to get the last bit out of the old one, maybe I did too much?  Anyway whatever it was it worked.  I have been eating very small portions and not feeling hungry and not craving things.  The other day I was in a really shitty space and had to go down to the Spar to get Mike a bottle of wine.  I really, really wanted some chocolate.  Somehow I talked myself out of it and didn't buy any.  I bought fruit and greek yoghurt instead.  
Also I haven't had a drink since Saturday.  Up until last night I just didn't want a drink.  Last night I really did want one but I had a big glass of water and that stopped me until dinner.  As always once I have had my dinner I don't want to drink.  This week has been stupendous with the weight.  I have lost just over a kilo and it has not been hard at all.  

I am trying to order some new pens from Asda and Med express.  I am trying to order 2 pens but not sure if they will let me.  If they would then I would have 3 and that would last me the whole summer.

All in all I am in a good place and feel good too.  I really feel I can get to 80 kgs and probably beyond that if I wanted to.  I need to be sensible.  I'm too old to be skinny.  That ship sailed a long time ago.

I wonder where I will be next time I write? 83 I hope.

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