Steroids and stuff. 84.9kgs

 Wednesday 84.9kgs

It has been a roller coaster this week.  I'm not sure what has been going on but I am wondering if it is to do with the steroids?  I can't stop eating.  All the time I am hunting for food.  I feel really unwell.  I have had a migraine for 2 days which made me sleep almost non stop.   I have eaten so much shit.  Loads of carbs, bread, nuts, crisps, ice creams.  Seriously!!  So this morning I weighed and I am not over the 85 and so to be honest this does bring me some peace.  
Today I have had some bone broth and just nibbled on some very well done lardons.  This has actually made me feel ok and not want to eat bread etc.  

Tomorrow we are off to the camping site with Becky, Ollie and the kids and it is probably going to be difficult as far as eating is concerned.  I have a few things in the freezer that I might take but they are a black bean stew which I will do with wraps and salad and stuff.  There is some minced beef so I can make a chilli and some other bits and pieces we can have.  Hopefully the other days we will eat out.  I am not stressing about it.  I will eat when I need to and deal with it when we get home.

I felt quite good earlier on when I started to write this but right now I am not feeling brilliant.  I have just started to feel shaky and have a bit of a funny head.  I also feel a bit mentally low.  I'm not at all sure what is going on.
Hey ho.... Just wander on and see where it goes.

No gratitude today as I don't feel like it.

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